It does not seem to get anywhere. Tried to make it and the result is disappointing. Money has never been enough to cover the cost.

Women.

Not a good idea to think of them. But now, rather to avoid them. “We can’t live without them.” Living them? God bless.

Things have never been so wrong. Life made a wrong turn. Before I was sick and poor. Now I am not as sick as before. But not enough to feel good either.

I’ve been thinking that there are tricky things around. So I wonder, what a life role has so much. It will only get harder and harder. Why can not I get something better.

Lots of questions when down. Pray? Do something? Any strategy works a bit and then lost somewhere.

I take a wild guess now. Simple life is good. And pray to God for not to reveal the answer too quickly.

Get to get rid of extra, extra, extra.

Too much weight. Too much siting in the car. Too much cooking and eating.

Get to get more reading. Education is not enough to have anything in life. Don’t have anything yet.

What is on earth making me   nervous all the time? Why can not I have a moment of joy. Am I having a mood disorder or what?

Avoid all those.

What about those time, emotion, money, love that invested? If they are all gone in one word. Will that cause someone to fall, badly fall.

Time to enjoy the peace, a cup of red tea, and a sunny afternoon in the city of Toronto.