Different this time. The ER doctor said it was situational crisis + depression. Tomorrow at 8 am, I will meet the crisis team at NYGH. What will happen? I don’t know. The worst I can expect is that the police will arrest me for not being able to follow the bail condition.

update:

After meeting with the crisis team, I finally talked with a psychiatrist. We agreed that I should go to day hospital for a duration of time.

Right now, trying to stay hopeful, Cry if possible.